Saturday, January 2, 2016

2015 Recap

This post has the potential to be a LONG one.... But I will not do that to you, or at least try not to... ;)

2015 is a year in my running life that I acrually want to write about-a welcome change from recent years. Every time I think about what transpired this year I just keep coming back to the theme that I was one of the luckiest girls I know. I by all means don't intend to be arrogant in that statement, because seriously I didn't deserve a lot of the cool things I got to experience and do this past year; some of these experiences were more small personal athletic victories, and others were practically ripped from my bucket list. 

In no particular order, here are the highlights of my year in running in blurbs and pictures..Since racing is just part of my athletic endeavours at this stage, I've included a lot more than just results and training numbers; this year I think I fully embraced my "body of work" or contribution to the sport (at least I tried to leave a contribution). Hope your year was epic in it's own way too!

Epic Trips with some epic training.

Me and Jill of 'Run With Jill'! We had a great run at 7500 ft!
#oiselleteam pre-5k in Leavenworth, WA
  • 2 x Colorado: I got the chance to run at altitude not once, but twice. First round was during downtime before hitting the ski slopes in Keystone, CO. The first run was definitely an experience at 8500+ feet up! Over the summer I got to do something I've been wanting to do since I knew anything about training-I went to Boulder. Running around Boulder's well-known routes was a really cool experience and not quite as weird or scary as the ski trip in February. I crossed running storied Magnolia Rd off the list. At least the task of running it for the first time. 
    Well, hello there Mags....
  • Washington: Two words: Bird Camp. Oiselle pulled out all the stops for a fortunate 100 of us on the team and for four days we toured headquarters in Seattle, climbed mountains to an Alpine lake in Leavenworth, ran together, and bonded with athletes of literally all levels. I still haven't quite gotten over the awesomeness of that trip and miss all the women. 
    Me and LF herself!

Sport Psychology Stuff
Bill Rodgers, Coach Doug Storey, and Me at the Marathon Expo in Houston
  • This one went down while at Bird Camp but deserves its own bullet-Day 2 of camp I was slated to do a talk on goal-setting and the mindsets required with one of my personal heroes, Lauren Fleshman. She was very gracious and we seemed to work well together presenting and I didn't even fangirl too much while I was "working"! Surreal career moment for sure. 
  • Speaking at the Houston Marathon Expo was a cool experience. Meeting Bill Rodgers and Meb  there perhaps was even cooler. 

  • Working (& running) with a NCAA Cross Country team. Back in October, I spent a day with the hardworking and incredibly resilient Dallas Baptist crew. It was really nice of them to let an old lady do a long run with them. Projects like this makes what I do rewarding and enjoyable beyond words. 
  • Joining in with the impressive things going down at Team Green Running. Wanna see some class acts tear up the track? Check them out. 

    Talking Mental Game with some future distance stars.  
  • Personally, I noticed a shift in my own mindset this last year. I gave myself permission to take some risks and try new things and by doing so I started to genuinely believe in myself as an athlete again. This I enter 2016 with a stronger  
General Training
  • Yay mileage! I got to build up and more importantly sustain 50 some odd miles per week. Longest run was 15 miles and I regularly did track and tempo-type work each week. 
  • I probably spent the most time training this year than in the past two combined due to better health this year. 
  • Recovery and the 'little things' was front and center this year, and I think it paid off in being able to handle a fairly heavier load this season. 
  • I also trained my mind and did the things I tell my athletes to do. Journaling and visualization seemed to be difference makers, especially visualizing responding differently to mentally weak areas in races. 
  • This past year I also traded my tri bike for a simple roadie with no regrets. I have respect for triathlon and enjoyed racing them, but running's my true sport love and I promised myself if I was healthy enough I'd give it a go exclusively again. 
All spiked up. After I got over the fear of stabbing myself with them! 
  • Cross Country! I was a total late bloomer running my first XC race at age 32, but was so glad I did. I won my first two open events and am not hooked. Who knew jumping hay bales and running through low water crossings would wake up my racing? 
  • 5k goal time. Getting so much closer but didn't pull it off this year. That's okay beacuse I go into '16 in better shape than going into '15. 
  • Winning 3 small races in a row. Winning isnt everything, and I don't have to win to think I ran well, but after not getting a 1st F 'W' in a long time, it was great for the confidence.
  • Races weren't all unicorns and cotton candy last year but that's running. I had a couple literal "meltdowns" out on courses. Literal because I learned that I can be as mentally tough as I want to be, but I am a heat-vulernable athlete. Blame my mesomorphic frame.
  • I put in a total of 9 races this year-not a ton, but more than in the past. Some were treated more as workouts, some all out-you know, just like a good running season should be! 
Sponsorship Stuff
  • Renewed with Honey Stinger yet again and will run for them again in 2016. If you haven't tried their stuff. You need to. Really do. 
  • Oiselle- The Nest has gotten a lot larger over the past year with the Volee expansion and I signed on in Late Summer 2015 to serve as a Team Leader for Texas. Thank goodness there are two more here in the Lone Star State, otherwise my job would be quite stressful! I started a monthly group run in Houston in November and watch for the Bird prescence at the Houston Marathon-it's gonna be a fun one! 
  • Cryo Wellness Lab-a late addition but an important one. Can't y'all tell I'm a freak for recovery?! ;)  
  • First and foremost, have more fun! I notice a direct and strong correlation when I am genuinely enjoying running with how I perform and recover. The studies on positivity don't lie, people!
  • In a phone conversation with my coach before a cross country race back in August, he called me out for selling my ability short. Luckily I listened and ended up winning the race and re-learned how to be hungry and aggressive. 
  • I can have a good season again and can still handle some miles. 
  • A little spontanaeity and even impractical decisions (i.e. galavanting around Colorado in July) is a good thing.
  • Did I already say I was the luckiest average girl in the world?? 

I still am working on exactly what I want to see in 2016, but I have three now that I can share.
  • 1. Get back under that 20-minute mark in the 5k-this is probably done by making the decision to be tough at mile 2 and finding a good course/weather to do so. 
  • 2. Sustain at least 55 miles per week; 5 up from last cycle for at least 4-6 weeks out of season.
  • 3. Compete in the USA Club Cross Country Championships. My plans fell apart in December to go to San Francisco but I imagine I will be fitter, faster, and more competitive in 2016. Bottom line is I need to #womanup and do what is necessary: continue core work, foam roll in the evenings, and believe in myself-that's where all of this comes from anyhow is belief. 

Thank You's 
It's likely I forgot several of you all, but all of you have been integral to keeping me healthy, getting faster, fueled, and well-dressed! 

Hope everyone else has some memorable moments and lessons from 2015. Now that it's all been written out, on to the next one! 

Stay the course. 

Monday, November 30, 2015

Taking on the Uncontrollables

I originally was going to title this post “Adrienne and the Uncontrollables”, but that would have sounded too much like a failed rock group. Anyway…..

“Focus on what you can control”….I tell my athletes this so.many.times. I tell them this because it is the truth- in both sport and life. It isn’t the entire truth, but enough to get you through the especially challenging periods we all go through.

To be frank, I need to tell myself this a lot. A lot a lot (Too many ‘a lot’s’? At least one gets my point). This past week was pretty rough training-wise. Minus the shoelace incident, I have been able to hit almost anything at any time on the training plan. Except this week. It’s one of those inevitable things sometimes.

After doing a pretty solid but deceptively taxing session on the track Tuesday, I had a tempo Turkey Trot on the schedule last week. Cool right? I love this particular race and was looking forward to just cruising along the course like on most years. Let’s just say I woke up to temps in the 70s with humidity of at least 85%. I won’t get started on the Texas weather too much; but I was layered up on the track just 48 hours prior.

I’ll cut to the chase that I wasn’t able to hold the prescribed pace for more than 3 miles on a 5-mile course. I had one of those experiences where your pace and energy seems to go from great to okay to wanting to find a ditch to fall into within a Garmin beep’s time. Get the picture? Okay, good. After fighting off some fleeting embarrassment of my current situation-I was being paced by a college runner who nicely offered to run with me and I didn’t want to waste her time-I did what I could vs. fighting my own ego and some unseasonable conditions and adjusted the pace down. Luckily I haven’t had to have the ego-conditions-reality battle go on in my head in a while, but I digress.

In being my typical honest self on here, I wanted to throw in the towel on this one. Badly (actually, being smacked in the face repeatedly by a wet towel would have almost been preferred here)
But it made sense to me why I was so zapped. Each of us can carry a unique load of things and stressors-both negative AND positive: training, relationships, work, sleep, and everything else that happens in between. In Health Psychology this phenomenon is called Allostatic Load-for those who are curious. Mine for reasons beyond my power, was higher in the past week.

Just a week prior, the ‘in between’ hit me pretty good-in the form of a beer delivery truck hitting the back end of my car. Shaken and with an instantaneous headache and sore back, I walked away with no major issues but whiplashed as all get out (is ‘whiplashed’ a word??). My car, however, didn’t make it. Recovering from the wreck took several days-feeling normal didn’t happen til the following Tuesday. Then I had to buy a car after work, which means a late night after a workout and another afternoon run. Oh yeah, and seeing clients in between.

In the midst of all the uncertainty and planning also on a move and an upcoming holiday, I was just taking things hour by hour. All the craziness and preparations I had to make while trying to hold down normalcy also took a toll on my sleep. Gross.

So while this post may appear to be me feeling all kinds of sorry for myself, it is not. Or at least not my intention anyway. Long story short: stuff happens. Life happens. Crap runs happen-especially when we don’t want them to. But that’s running folks! And besides, even when I don't run the greatest, I still look good rockin the Oiselle kit! 

One of my fabulous runners I consult with sent me this article in an email earlier today (and no, you don't have to be an aspiring pro to get something out of it!;)). I think it is timely for when things don’t always go our way. It’s worth a read and probably more important than this post-you can be the judge and it won’t hurt my feelingsJ

So next time your runs take a hit and you’re not performing how either you planned to do or are capable of doing, cut yourself a break. I believe the other side of ‘mental toughness’ and resilience is not ever underperforming or having a bad day, but taking inventory of factors associated and admitting we are not all-powerful and moving on. Permission to suffer can be a positive thing sometimes and a good learning experience. Believe me, it will get you a whole lot further than the alternative. 

Stay the course. 

Sunday, November 15, 2015

"Lies Adrienne Langelier Told Me": 5k Race, Training, and Self-Talk

While I am somewhat ashamed to admit, I am a Chelsea Handler fan and her mindlesly entertaining books have been summertime reads since grad school. That being said, I am totally ripping this post title from her “Lies” book because my creativity is spotty at best and I thought it would be a creative hook to wrap a race report in a post that is really about self-talk on the run. And  athletes tend to lie to ourselves quite a bit-and lying gets us nowhere. 

But I digress. After an unfortunate foot-tissue smashing incident sadly self-induced from excessive shoe lace tension, I rescheduled my mid-fall 5k for Saturday at the low key Run The Woodlands series (the Luke's Locker crew does a nice job, btw). My training has been going the best it has in years and I'm putting in both consistently decent mileage AND workouts on a regular basis. And I'm enjoying it-a lot. I was more than ready to run well over the weekend, even after skipping workouts to heal my smashed tendons. 

So I'll be honest and say I was mostly confident, but there was still some stragglers of doubt about how well I can actually run this race-even with two degrees in psyc and recent evidence by hitting my workout splits. (Sigh.... I'm getting there!). This race was more just a 'checkpoint' in training and for fun more than anything, but if you're competitive like I am, you can't help but put forth an honest effort.  

Long story short I did some things that I rarely, if ever have been able to pull off in a 5k distance before-notably negative splitting and overcoming a sub-par second mile. Run enough 5ks hard and you understand these races are not for the faint of heart-even with the short distance! 

I managed to start and finish with the 1st F position and finished in 20:20-something. The sub-20 will come another day. I guess this means that somehow I am 3-0 on my season currently! My first mile was 6:25 after dialing back from a 5:50 first quarter, second mile was mostly up a steady incline (not hill) and my pace slowed to a 6:40ish. Third mile was faster and just over a 6:30 with a strong kick at the end.

In the past have mentally imploded when the second mile is not as smooth and this race was a first of sorts where I ralleyed a bit towards the end. I also caught myself in some lies on this one and will provide examples. I tell my athletes in the office to record their negative self-talk and write out a rebuttal to it, and I will use the same practice here. Luckily there wasn't too much this time around, but here are a couple racing untruths/evidence and rebuttal: 

Pre-Race: "It's going to hurt, I don't know if I can hang the whole time"./"Pain is part of the game, sweetheart (Yes I switch from first to second-person regularly in my head!), you don't learn to deal without accepting it." 

Starting line-seeing lanky girl with long ponytail, a small entourage, and her game face on wearing bright pink Brooks: "she looks like she's fast, maybe I should adjust my goals."/ "Pay attention to YOUR race plan and yourself-you can't control her." 

Somewhere between Mile 1.2 and Mile 2: "This always happens. I just don't have it anymore". /"Don't fight the course, focus on turnover instead of pace." More evidence: A recorded negative split from mile 2 to mile 3,1. Boom.

After the race: "I may not ever break the 20 barrier again."/ "That's total crap. It's really hard to run solo on a rolling course when there really are no challengers to push. It's coming because you've got the toughness to make it happen and I'm fast enough." 

.....Yeah, you know what postiive self: you're probably right. And that Adrienne can be a liar sometimes. 

So I don't know if anyone else does this in training and racing, but I find it sure comes in handy to have logic and reason on your side when pushing yourself. I also find this method works very well for track workouts and tempo efforts. 

Over the weekend it was reaffirmed to me that even though you train hard, recover harder, and do most of the right stuff, you have to be on your own side often and especially when race day comes. While it was far from the perfect 5k, each race can be a fun learning experience and you can apply things forward (such as the whole mile 2 thing!). All in all, I think I did a decent job and enjoyed myself out there. Compared to an outing earlier in the year where I ran an identical time, I felt MUCH stronger at the end and recovered nicely. Yup, things are coming together. 

So believe in yourself. And pay attention to those lies ____________ (insert your name here) tells you! You just may gain some more confidence after you realize your mind can be a lying sack of, um....something. 

Anyone else catch themselves lying lately?

Stay the (truthful) course.